This weighed heavy on my heart today. I know my fellow loss moms and dads may be able to agree with me now, but maybe not. Not yet. This is one of the hardest things that we have ever endured. This is by far the hardest thing. And it continues to be. But let me talk to you for a second. Stop with me. I remember the anger. The blood boiling, forceful anger that in the pit of my stomach, would boil to no end. The rage that came over me. And the rage that probably comes over you, too. You are doing the best that you can. With the best that you have. You love your child with all of your heart. With all of your soul. I know that if you would've known this outcome prior to it happening, you would'